thumbing through these memories,
paper cuts and battered wings,
swimming in the tar of my stronger days,
dirty clothes and nicotine,
laughing through my brave concience,
turning flowers into flames,
hangnails and petty things,
medicated faces and drunks in strange places,
pressing petals to the ceiling,
making shapes in the sky,
scratching bug bites in the sun,
raining tears along my cheek,
these are some of my shards and pieces,
covered in rust and growing weeds.
-Only-
The only person that makes me blue,
Is the one inside my head,
Telling me what to do,
And the only way I can stop the whispers,
Is to scream at the top of my lungs,
The only thing that makes me turn blue,
Is the pit within my chest,
Scarred and hollow,
I feel the blood drip against the emptiness,
Every night,
The only way I can rid these nightmares,
Is to rip away the flesh of my sins,
And beg for forgiveness,
Pull myself apart piece by piece,
While I scar my soul,
The only one that makes me want to hurt everyone,
Is me,
And for some reason,
The strange satisfaction of pain,
Would make everything okay,
For me,
I
thumbing through these memories,
paper cuts and battered wings,
swimming in the tar of my stronger days,
dirty clothes and nicotine,
laughing through my brave concience,
turning flowers into flames,
hangnails and petty things,
medicated faces and drunks in strange places,
pressing petals to the ceiling,
making shapes in the sky,
scratching bug bites in the sun,
raining tears along my cheek,
these are some of my shards and pieces,
covered in rust and growing weeds.
-those hands-
those hands tell a story,
they're soft and gentle,
kind and warm,
those hands can feel,
those hands were aging, but they were still strong,
they held me close, when i was young,
they told me stories, and made me laugh,
those hands belonged to someone special, someone caring,
they taught me lessons i won't soon forget,
they pointed out things i did wrong,
they told me a story of a lifetime of accomplishment,and a world of knowledge,
those hands held mine, when i needed them most,
those hands kept me safe and warm,
and told me to never give up,
those hands grew old, but never lost they're touch,
they still brought
Current Residence: in the bloody leaves Favourite genre of music: goth,rock,metal Favourite photographer: wagner aka Katrina Grekof Operating System: umm i don't have a brain..so i guess i operate on insomnia and determination..that's my system MP3 player of choice: one that plays AFI,slipknot, murderdolls. Wallpaper of choice: your blood Skin of choice: my own Favourite cartoon character: JTHM& MyDyingRose 's charecters Personal Quote: i really don't care what you see or what you think.
Favourite Visual Artist
Davey Havok
Favourite Movies
the crow,hideaway, donnie darko, begotten, edward scissorhands, most of tim burton's films
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
A.F.I, Tool, a perfect circle, joy division,thecure,slipknot, murderdolls,marilyn manson, etc.
please read my new poems, if you don't like them, you can tell me, if you do like them, you can tell me, i don't mind your opinion, it is welcome, whatever your feelings be.